I began photographing reflections around my house and garden while I was recovering from several illnesses and a serious car accident. My dark nightmares tormented me and I felt as if I was constantly searching for clarity and understanding. Reality did not always seem clear to me. I often felt that when I awoke, that I had died and I was haunting my own house and family. I would wake up, lay in bed and try to remember who and where I was. Silent, afraid to share too much.
Morning Nap on the Veranda
I find the photographs very comforting because they confirm the reality of my strange sense of daily life that I was experiencing and I feel reassured that my recovery was not just a dream. I can see both worlds now with clarity and compassion and I have also overcome my sense of loss.
Morning Nap on the Veranda
I find the photographs very comforting because they confirm the reality of my strange sense of daily life that I was experiencing and I feel reassured that my recovery was not just a dream. I can see both worlds now with clarity and compassion and I have also overcome my sense of loss.
It is sometimes hard to imagine where the inside and the outside meet. The photographs make sense to me and their composition is a metaphor for the way my my brain was functioning. My daily life was like an erratic maze, and my memory was a dynamic and confused energy – constantly searching.
Self Portrait in Bathtub







